Cool thinker, I will have to check that out. Glad your having a good day so far.

Medicated: That sounds like a terrifying experience, I would have called it an acid flash back if it'd happened to me as I have those but maybe thats not what they really are, maybe they're panic attacks... Something to think about anyways. The important thing is that your home safe and calmed. Your not "broken", you mind just works differently than others, just like everyone in this world... They say we're "sick" I dont believe that either. Just wired differently. And if you go to church maybe you believe in God, if so well he's the one who wired us so you are exactly as you were meant to be, not broken or sick. Just remember to take it easy the rest of the day and focus on doing things that help bring you calmly back to center. We're here if you need us =)