Elliemay, usually you seem to have a good relationship with your T, and to have a high opinion of his skills. And you've been seeing him for a while, too. And he's just been on a vacation, so that's always going to be stressful. So, based on that, you should probably just go and attempt to work this through.

(I may be wrong about this, and if I am, my apologies, but something about the tone of your posts around this gives me the sense that there may be a bit of over-reaction somewhere.)

Anyway, just go see him, and maybe that will help you get some clarity, one way or the other.

Take care,
-Far