Here I go, on my way down the slide into the realm of nothingness. Geez, you'd think someone would put a sign out in front saying "caution, bottomless pit". I need rest, I can't achieve it at the shelter where I stay. I sleep next door to the TV room and the damn blaring of that idiot box keeps me awake even with ear plugs.! They don't turn it off till 11:30pm, and we are required to awake by 6:45am and out the door by 9:00am. I try to get to bed by 9:30pm, but it's a futile attempt because I usually can't get to sleep anytime before 12:30am. I am so exhausted. What's that condition where you purposely starve yourself? Add me to the list.