Hi my dear Bloom....Thanks for asking....I'm doing okay....I had so much anxiety past week....I took pill that my mom gave me for three days and I'm doing better now....I haven't taken the pill past three days and I'm still good to go....

I'm trying hard to stay in present moment without thinking too much....without trying at all....

I did like Brandon, but he did not contacted me since last week and I didn't....instead I went in a date with another guy on Friday....He really liked me and he's asking me out.....He was handsome and educated, but I didn't feel the Chemistry.....So, I don't think I would go out with him then....no point....I was out the whole day yesterday.....Saw Aaron in the dance party and he didn't come and talk to me....I didn't do that either....I didn't want to see him at all....and I did not have any feelings for him....I didn't want to talk to him or dance with him.....I was amazed how I felt so comfortable by not caring about him....about the girl that he's with....I think he has switch between those girls again...ha....this time he was with the girlfriend who dated after me....how these girls can do that I don't know....these girls are best friends and they are okay with his game.....none of my business.....I just looked at them....

Life will go on no matter what we are feeling.....no matter what we are thinking.....It's better to stay neutral rather than up so happy or down so sad.....I choose to be neutral....that's my mission.....

Love you all as usual
marjan