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Originally Posted by Melbadaze
I found I had to quit drinking completely, I use to engage in a lot of risky behaviour when drinking. Strange how now I dont drink, the risky behavours have stopped too. I was also told to tell T if I begun drinking again, as therapy wouldnt work if I did.
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hi melba i'm not a big drinker at all and i have never taken things as far as i did at this point in my life i'm married and very much in love with my husband.it all just seemed ok with me.when i was younger i would always ingage in these sort of adventures.sex has never been about love or intamacy for me at all it has always been totally emotionless.i mean i enjoy sex and all but it is just something to do.no love or anything involved.when i wasnt married something like this wouldnt have bothered me at all.it didnt this time untill the next morning when my friend gently gave me a reality check about what i was accually doing.the fact that i was so ok with whatever at the time is what scares me