I had a bad day yesterday. I felt so bad. I just wanted to get away from everyone. In the middle of the day I had the blinds down and I was hiding inside the house. I don't have any desire to be with people anymore. I just couldn't care less if I saw them or not. It's such hard work seeing people and I just can't seem to do anything right anyway. I feel like people only like me when i do things the way that they want them done. Like anything different is wrong. I sort of know that it shouldn't matter but it does. I want to give up some of my responsibilities because I'm sick of being picked on about how I do stuff. I'm just trying my best and I just have different ideas than they do. People bug me sometimes. I just think "get away from me" because that will cause me less torment about having to please them all the time. Ah. People. I feel like they suck me dry. Some people would completely take over my time if they could.

But the point of this post was...

I have lost interest in people and everything else that I used to like. Nothing seems to bring me pleasure. Even the things that I once adored are not interesting anymore.