((((((Medicated)))))) I hope that hug is good for you. If not let me know and Ill give you a bigger one. Dont worry I wont judge you. I understand what your going through, but you did one more step than I have ever taken. You at least tried the medications.

I fight well fought with my doctor and I have never returned. I get scarey episodes. I know this is going to be sounding funny, but I dont mean for it too. Dont be afraid to take medication if it helps you then thats what you have to do. ( i know its like the pot calling the kettle black).

I really understand the denying or the non wanting of the bipolar diagnosis its hard and a very unaccepted condition that most people dont understand. Best of luck. ((((((Medicated)))))

Sorry if this dont make much sense as my thoughts are all over the place and very unorganized.