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Originally Posted by Rohag
Hi, Music Rules Me!
I wish I didn't understand what you're saying, but, unfortunately, I do. Feeling guilty for feeling guilty -- that's me. 
The weight you bear must be crushing. I fear sooner or later you will not be able to conceal what's going on inside you. You've had a session or two (or more?) with a school counsellor. Do you think you could slowly build trust with a counsellor and, when you felt ready, reveal your fears to them one by one?
Music Rules Me, you and your "rambles" are always welcome  |
Thank you for taking the time to reply to me.
I'm sorry that you feel that way too.
The weight does feel literally crushing at times, but I've managed to keep it under wraps for 5 years, so I think I can conceal it further (even if it DOES keep on building and getting worse).
Also, even though I had 5/6 sessions with the counciller, I can't see myself ever building up trust with her. I find it really hard to trust people, even the people closest to me...but then again, I find it harder to talk about things with those closest to me than with a complete stranger, so maybe it could happen.
Once again, thankyou for reading my stupidly long post and for replying to it.