((((( feary ))))))) Just because someone has awards and others may say they are the best, that does not make them the best. Allow the universe to open up to you. There may be a very humble therapist right down the road from you who can help you heal in ways you never thought you could. My T is a great example of someone who doesn't want to get a PhD. Not because he couldn't do it... but just because he has his own way and reasons. But I would put him up against someone with 10 PhD's any day of the week!

This may be the best thing that has happened for your long term healing...