so, i posted about trouble with therapist - jeremy previously - finally have appt to see him tomorrow - lots of anxiety coming up as the appt approaches. I have written down how I am feeling, how his actions have made me feel - very sad right now. I dont know that I can get past these feelings and continue with him....for all i know he doesnt want to continue with me - has has after all tried to get me to see his associate...

so confused, really having trouble with getting my mind in a good place, i know that if things dont go well tomorrow, i will be in a super bad place. An impulsively bad place, and i have no support system to help me through it.

i guess i'll post more after the appt - who knows, maybe it will be good news?