((((((Medicated))))))

I feel terrible for what you are going through right now. It's tough. I never had to take medications, although some people felt like I needed them, I resorted to using my own mind to keep myself sane, which isn't always easy when your mind is playing tricks on you.. I still have problems, but I don't let it get to me as much. I don't worry or panic as much, and I don't feel so depressed all the time. I just wish that I could take away some of your pain, because I know how tough it is.. Just know that I (and the rest of us here) are here for you if you need anything, and if you need someone to talk to I am here. Take care, be safe, and don't give up. Make sure you post here some to let us know how you are doing.