I might be completally wrong here so I'm going to use the "I" to reply to you.

I got to a point that I was so overwhelmed by people wanting and wanting from me and they were never never sastified by what I had to offer that I tried really really hard to isolate myself from everyone. I managed to push away people from me for a time ( this time wasn't long enough for me) and I didn't felt alone at all. I would have done that for quite a long time if I would have had a choice.

I think that maybe you are overwhelmed by people around you and you are simply enjoying your time alone. Maybe you need this time alone for a while. A time to breath.

As I said I might be completally wrong here. I'm just going by what I feel.

I hope the best for you! Take good care!

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