Hello Berlie,

I'm sorry you are feeling so confused and sad. It is very hard with despression to map our way through life because we never know from one moment to the next how we are going to be feeling and if we can follow through on thoughts and watery plans that we can tend to make.

It's possible that your partner is feeling depressed too, and I know from experience that my partner is almost as depressed as I am now if not more. So try talking to them. Even though it will be like pulling teeth, you should get an idea of where you stand and what you need to do in order to make things better or change them all together. Good luck with this, but remember you are not alone we are here to support you and help if we can

Rhiannon