Yes I agree. I have alot on my plate. Not every 22 year old is running their own company, building their own house, and meanwhile worrying every waking second about the safety of their wife/kid and trying to fight for his family back...

I think my wife is crying for help and I'm just not sure if I am at the point to walk away just yet. I feel like she isnt in the "driverseat" now and is being steered by a head full of mixed emotions that she cannot even understand. Right now she refuses help and says that she knows whats best and doesnt think I know what is going on. But something tells me one day soon she will wake up and realize that she has the ability to be happy if she would get proper treatment. I hate seeing her like this. It kills me. Its like someone else is living in her body. I have only done limited research on bi-polar disorder and depression. But is her actions typical of a person with these problems?

If so, am I better off leaving her alone until she hopefully comes to the realization of medication and help or do I keep trying to convince her myself?

Somewhere inside of her is the person I fell in love with and I would give up anything in this world (except my son of course) to get her back.

I'm so lost.

This morning she came over mad as hell because she found out I had came to find her last night. She says I'm a stalker and psychotic and now says that I blew any chance of ever working things out with her because I wouldnt leave her alone.

She supposedly has a doctors appointment in the morning, but I wonder how rehearsed her visit will be and if the doc will be able to see through it. I have spent every waking moment imaginable with her for years now. I know her like the back of my hand and can read her like a book. When somethings wrong, I know..and right now she is in a place where she doesnt want to be found...

Thank you for your words of encouragement and I look forward to more informational posts.

Thanks again.

Nick