I just think too much and I can't find a way to shut my brain off and I just keep thinking the only way to make it all stop is to just off myself.

I can't take it my brain hurts and I wont kill myself or anything it's just I constantly obsess about it and I can't get it out of my mind or think about anything but the negative.

I need someone but I'm so afraid of people letting me down and so sick of it I don't know what to do now...

I just needed to vent, my mind is just ****ing with me tonight..