lately i feel so blah i dont even want to get on my com,puter !!! I feel lonely and depressed but i dont let anyone know how i feel because they will suggest therapy which i have already gone thru for 4 years . Im tired of it being summer time I just want to curl up in a blanket and sleep . It seems like the only thing that puts a smile on my face is my new grandson but when he starts fussing and crying I dont like to hear it . And lately for some reason im argueing with myself in my head !? so whats that about>? sry this is so long I guess I need someone that can help me and understand whats going on with me Im bipolar 2 and i have anxiety and attchment disorder and adjustment disorder and from what I have read maybe I have something else because why would i being argueing with myself in my head? It tells me to shut up and stuff like that . does anyone have this problem?