Sunrise,
Thanks...I don't like the anesthesia either.

I already felt really connected to him on Thursday...I have been in therapy since I was a child and I have never known a moment so connected to someone else as I did that day.
We had a "moment" and I got more emotional with this T then I ever have before...he got really emotional and teared up, too.


I am still processing that session so it was an odd time in my therapy for me to have to process his surgery/pain associated with it right after that session.
Anyway, feeling odd and sad and want to leave work.