At least the T was being honest in their their analysis of their abilities. Nothing worse than a T holding onto you when they can't help just to waste your money & time.
I think that WePow said it best.....I couldn't choose any better words:
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((((( feary ))))))) Just because someone has awards and others may say they are the best, that does not make them the best. Allow the universe to open up to you. There may be a very humble therapist right down the road from you who can help you heal in ways you never thought you could. My T is a great example of someone who doesn't want to get a PhD. Not because he couldn't do it... but just because he has his own way and reasons. But I would put him up against someone with 10 PhD's any day of the week!
This may be the best thing that has happened for your long term healing...
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I had a similar thing happen except my pdoc couldn't treat the level of Sui that I was experiencing & I guess felt that if he threatened to drop me, I would quit feeling that way (but I didn't). Had to look for a new pdoc & ended up finding one who was better with alternative meds because I was having such horrible reactions to them. It took me a long time to find this new pdoc & ended up assigned to him on one of my hospitalizations. It all worked out for the best in the long run, but it just doesn't feel that way at the time.
Keep up your hope, help will be there if you keep searching (even though you don't feel like you have the energy which was something I struggled with also).