I have invested two years and $100,000 in debt into getting this degree. If I drop out now, I'll have to start over from square one. Maybe I'm being black-and-white, but I don't think I could ever recover (financially) from that kind of a decision. I'd have all the debt, and nothing to show for it. I really do feel quite trapped.

The clonazepam has me calm enough that I'm okay not being in the hospital... unless things get worse. I'm going to try to tough it out as best I can...