(((thanks all)))
T session went well. I even verbalized some feelings...this is rare.
I am trying to move forward. Dealing w/ the past has somewhat slowed me down but I know that I need to keep pushing myself to get through this dark period.
I hid things deep down for so long they were forgotten about. Now they are being brought up and it is like my sould is puking. Kind of nasty!

Interesting story about the elephant...I am still processing that.