and if you pray, or prefer to send good vibes or positive thoughts or even say "may the Force be with you," you can do that too

I'm up at 2:00 with little chance of regaining any sleep, too nervous about pdoc appointment today. I was all excited and amped to have this appointment and talk about possible additional aspects of my chemically challenged brain - until the PMS monster hit and my husband insisted that I bring that up above all else... now I'm scared to death. No, I don't know why really, I just am.

So please spare a thought for me at 9:45 pacific time, if you can!