Lauru, stay safe and I really hope you feel better.
Myself, jittery, unmotivated and somewhat down. It's been going well, but I am feeling the disease a bit. My folks came by and it was kind of scary to see what a bigot my mother has become. How can someone you love so much suddenly turn a face to you you really can't recognize? I mean, i knew she had a tendency to develop us against them thinking and to form prejudices, but in the past she has caught herself and worked on them. Now she has stopped going to church and given them freedom to run.

It left me drained and very, very sad. Not even angry.