Sounds like you are not allowing yourself. I agree with silentwhisper on this. If you were corrected for your feelings growing up, you might be second guessing yourself, no confidence. So, what to do? I dunno. I'm the same way. I've just shut up now, become way to passive. I'm thinking this is not the way to go. So, let us know what you discover, ok? I say if you catch yourself ranting on this website, do it. No more backspacing, online or in life.

Peace.