I'm glad your appointment went so well, despite all the things happening. Sorry, I would have posted to you earlier but I was at home with migranes. I hope now since you got a nice psudo pdoc you can get the meds you need and find out for sure if you're adhd or even something else. With us and all our moods and emotions there's a lot that can add up to a whole person. I didn't know until last Feb that I had Social Anxiety Disorder too and I'm 56. Yeah, the sooner you know yourself the better life will be. Hugs, Owl.