thinker22 thank you for the words of encouragement, it means alot to me.

Lauru I'm sorry you are still struggling. I know the feeling of wondering if this beast will ever let go. Once depression gets it's claws into you it is like you are fighting a never ending battle. I hope your pdoc is able to help and you can conquer this depression that has enslaved you.

lonegael I'm sorry your visit with your mother was draining and left you sad. I wish I had words of encouragement to offer you, but it can be a touchy situation when you are dealing with family.

polyonamous awww the poor baby. I know what you are going through it wasn't that long ago our dog had a stroke. She turned out ok and is back to her normal self. I pray your dog recovers as well. I know the pain and worry when you are unsure of your dog's health.

Denise26 I can relate to the feeling of just being numb, no real feeling at all. I guess it would be terrifying if you are not used to it. As for me I get these spells alot. I look at it as still part of the depression. Kinda just being there. I'm not sure what to say about your feelings of detachment if you get better. Hopefully it just pans out to be a fear. I am glad you are enjoying time with your father, knowing that he has limited time makes each moment even more special.


I feel pretty much the same. A little more anxious today then I was yesterday. Thinking about just climbing back in bed.