I see T today after an 8 day break.

So much happened while he was gone...I am starting to feel all of the emotions that I pushed away bubbling to the surface. There was SO much fear, relief, sadness, joy...all of it...and I'm not sure I let myself fully feel any of it. It's too new and T was too far away.

After today, there is a 9 day break. The man will not stay in town. Blah.