Well I made the appointment and I talked with my new doctor about treatment for the bi polar. No meltdowns. Yippee!!

I went to the mental health clinic to make an appointment with a counsellor I had heard was back from his leave of absence only to learn he was gone again. No meltdown.

I went for bloodwork this morning and I guess I fasted too long because they had trouble finding a vain and it took 4 pokes before they got what they needed. No meltdown.

I am so proud of myself for coping through all those triggers as well as I did.

I took a script from the doc for Seroquel and I actually took one last night. I slept 9 hours straight. I haven't had 9 hours of sleep in years. I even wanted more and felt a little stoned for a couple of hours after I got out of bed but that may have been dehydration from the fasting rather than a hangover from the med.

I am proud of all the fears I faced and conquered the last couple of days. Just had to share.