Ahh! I brought this up in T today...let's just say it was very awkward. I just don't know - it's so hard for me to talk about seriously with anybody face-to-face. With my friends it wouldn't be so hard because we're the same age, but they joke around with it and I want to be serious about it. Oh god, I don't know if T and I will be having THIS conversation again..

Thank you for the support though everybody. It is soooo much easier to talk about it on here than in real life.