I grew up in a good environment as a kid...

But the closes I had to abuse was my older brother. He physically and mentally hurt me a lot... And still does. He did correct me on how to feel when I told him about being depressed he told me not to because people have it worse. So I just held it in form there. He would punch me plenty of times as a kid and would get angry with me easily. I wasn't quite sure what I had done wrong.... He still hurts me today, but it's more mental now than physical pain.

To be honest, I'm pretty happy that I don't have to be punched as often. But he really isn't all that bad of a person, even though he hurts me, he can be nice when he wants to -- though it's rare... Like I said before, I should be glad that it's getting better as he gets older.