I feel very confused about some sexual fantasy i have toward someone. I am a female. I fantasize having sex with this lady who is the school librarian. She is very pretty and attractive. I also fantasize what would she look like naked. The fantasy confused me and make me feel very guilty, ashamed and confused inside. I feel wrong for having those fantasy. I never want to have sex with a woman but i can't get those fantasy off my mind. It is very intruding. I don't know what to do. Is it mean i am a lesbian? I sometime just want to hold her, to have her to nurture me, to protect me, to hold me.
I feel all alone inside.