I used to have a pleasant personality when? I was younger and now that. I'm 30 it's changed drastically over the years and although. It's not so nice and anyway sorry if. I'm talking out of turn and maybe it is worse now? I tend to let things get out of proportion and. I can't help myself anymore than. I once could and it's a scary sight for people around me?! It's like my. Family and friends have been driving me really and they're making me furious and. I'm flippen out on them!!!!!!! I just don't know what the hell to do anymore?!? I'm so sick and tired of them making me go crazier on them and couldn't they just leave me alone???? I hate them so much with each passing day/night as well. I just want them to leave me the heck alone!!!! I don't care what they say to me anymore? I especially can't stand my. Mom or my Aunt anymore and even though they're sisters. I think they've turned against me over the time. I've been really moody,negative,hateful and lying to them but how if they were me for awhile and. I was them and we roll play a for a little bit?! I bet they wouldn't like to be me for awhile?!?