Actually it was her birthday and she gave me a coconut cream cupcake she made

We discussed my having another baby sometime in the future. Apparently there is a psychiatrist in my area that does meds for bipolar women planning pregnancies. But she is known to be the biggest *ss ever with no bedside manner whatsoever. And is the unquestionable expert and you will do things HER WAY.

Well then. Might have a problem with that. Might find my own meds person for pregnancy. I am probably just as smart as the mean doc and refuse to be treated like I am an object. The doc works for me, right?

I get so humiliated having flashbacks in front of my T. We talked about the miscarriage and I freaked. Does anyone else feel gross about reliving events in front of T?