Thank you Rhiannonsmoon:
It is harsh Rhainnonsmoon but it has happened so gradually and for so long it almost doesn't feel like anything anymore. Is that denial or resignation? Am I numb or too tired of feeling pain? Am I mature or immature? Is it okay to be so imperfect or do I keep striving for that perfect relationship?
The grief is true that is for sure. It is a death in a kind of way. There are no tears but there is still a little guilt and shame and a sense of being done not happy done, just done. It would not be good to attempt a rescue. It would not be safe.
I will and am attempting to not judge and to try to be gentle.
Thank you again Rhian
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Originally Posted by Rhiannonsmoon
(((( ((((Hunny)))) )))), (((( ((((Lynn)))) ))))
You are both going through such a harsh time. I ask you both to be gentle on self and treat self with kid gloves and kindness. I so feel for you both and I understand the grief that accompanies the realisation of the final straw.
And you may not know it but the old must be let go so that anything new that is waiting, can come in and help with changes.
I really am thinking of you both, feeling the depth of your sadness and pain. I really do hope it passes and that you use that new energy as a spingboard to the future,
((((Hugs to you both))))
Rhiannon
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