Thanks for the support everyone......some people keep telling me the same thing, that they'll be understanding and will want what's best for me a part of me knows thats true and the other part fears the worst....I guess I need to stop focussing on the negative but its just so hard when you think you know your families reactions very well........maybe it's my reaction that I'm really scared of.....just not being able to deal with how they handle it...........Hope all of you are right and that everything will turn out okay....