Muser

Well, I never really thought of them as being ageless. Thanks. Good grief, I guess I don't have to be all mature and everything do I? Finding love after divorce does kind of scare me though.

I would say that my self-esteem throughout all this has virtually disappeared and my spirit around this loss...well, it leaves me without a speck of energy, albeit, no pain...breathless and therefore lifeless...therefore...a persistent question...if the breath does not want to be then why still the 'sucking in' of it?

Oh, dear...kind of under the rock imagery here...a good place for a failure and slimey me.

I don't think you are this way though. It is just kind of the way I am thinking for myself...like very low, not successful, not in crisis just an 'un', a 'not', a 'less'...you know, yeah, the spirit is low, very very low.