I was feeling pretty good, then people started saying I was getting manic. They're getting angry at me, and I'm getting angry at them. I don't want to do any of the things I'm "supposed" to do. It just feels wrong. On the other hand, I'm fully aware of the consequences. But that doesn't seem to motivate me to take my meds or sleep. No, I don't want to go to the hospital, or worse! But how do I make myself stop this, when all it is, is feeling good? I'm just really confused and I feel like an idiot. But not enough to actually DO anything about it. Gaaaa!!!!