Lauru: Hope you were able to make it through the night in a non destructive manner.. Hate that this has persisted so long for you and I hope the cycle will flip for you soon!

Poly: What's a tricyclic? Glad to hear your dog is doing better =)

Amanda: So happy to hear your in a great mood, see so little of that on here it's good to know that it IS possible. Thanks =)

Medicated: You said "disproprotionately strong feelings of an intimate nature" not sure I know exactly what your referring to but I THINK I do and have experienced some of that myself this morning (if we're referring to the same feeling) Getting out of the house can be good, hope you are able to make all you want out of this day!

Me: Well I overslept this morning which sucks, kept waking up early and just couldnt make myself get out of bed and so kept falling back asleep. Yesterday was a mix of Mania and Depression, so far today I feel ok but my brain hasn't really begun to function on its normal level. Im only on my first cuppa joe. I have stopped taking my Depakote and Seroquel again as I am NOT HAPPY about the weight gain and increased appetite..

I believe I have finally achieved the status of being able to be considered a whole person (weight wise) and it's far past time to lose again. Hoping today I can get myself motivated to clean/organize my dad's garage as he is unable but we'll see and hoping to make it all day without eating or at least not eating anything of caloric value.... Sending good day wishes and positive thoughts for an acceptable day to you all....