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Originally Posted by jacq10
((((((Berries)))))) 
I wonder what life might feel like for you if you didn't "suck at it?" How might it feel? In which ways would it be different?
I don't think I've ever met a person who doesn't feel as though they suck with some respect of their life... but fortunately life isn't made up of one singular event, and you have many opportunities to show yourself that you are not a failure  |
I wouldn't be so scared. I wouldn't have almost died from a sucide Overdose.--3 times. I wouldn't get depressed. I wouldn't need meds, that only help a little. I wouldn't get psychotic and delusional. I wouldn't need shock treatments. I wouldn't have spent 3 years in the hospital, plus many crisis hospitalizaations.
I would have a career. I'd be a professor. I would have kids and grandkids. I would have pusued my hobbies.
I might have a life partner. Instead of a series of girlfriends that took advantage of my illness.
I would have worked more than a part time job and actually keep them for a decent amount of time.
I would be able to touch objects or my face with bare hands. I wear latex gloves. I have them on now.
Shall I go on and on.....
That is what it would feel like if I didnt suck at life.