yes, allthegirls. Looking after myself is important, I know, but I am finding it hard to do right now. Think it is time to leave the computer and watch some TV maybe...
The valium has taken the edge off the anxiety, but now I just feel really really down.
I have made the decision not to go to church tomorrow evening. It's a baptismal service and I am not sure I am up to the emotion or the number of people. I just wish I didn't feel so outside it all.