I remember someone once said to me that I wasnt outside anything, it was only that I felt outside. I know you are close to some people in church, could you tell them how you feel? But hey Caroline, not going to church will not do you any harm. You have had a crazy few weeks and here you are on holiday. Maybe your mind is still going at 100 miles and hour but your body isnt and thats where the anxious feeling is coming from.

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