That is what my friend suggested. She said that maybe the T is too used to working with students who were homesick and didn't understand what she was getting herself into. I don't think she realized that I dissociated during session. Apparently I told her at one point there were things I was feeling that I wasn't going to tell her. I told her that I didn't remember saying that (but that I wasn't questioning the fact that I said it,) and she didn't respond to my comment at all. I just really needed a good T this summer and it didn't happen. She wanted more than I could give her in the trust department. Then when she got offended when I got angry at her it made me scared and I retreated. That made her angry and even more offended. Which just made me more scared. I don't think she is used to clients being angry at her. I'm just glad it is almost over.

I knew by the third session that it wasn't going to be a good match, but I stayed anyway. That is my fault. I should have asked to switch to a different T but I didn't want to "loose" the three sessions that I had already had so I didn't switch. I wont do that again.