Sending you more . That's terrible that they're making your life hell, as if you needed any more fuel for the fire. I was always a model student too, in spite of my depression, anxiety, hypomania and mania. I missed a few classes or had to leave early when in the midst of bad episodes, but I kept up my grades. Only had to go to the hospital once and got the admin on my back for a while, but they left me alone when they saw I was making straight As in spite of my suicidal thoughts. It's really hard when the meds are not controlling your symptoms and you have so much pressure from school. Why I admire your courage: I'm on my fourth college after having started in 1998 and still no undergrad degree. It's been 12 years and will be 3 more before I have a degree at my 2 classes per quarter rate. I can't handle any more than that. You are a superstar for how far you've gotten.

Get plenty of rest and take care of your needs.