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Old Aug 18, 2010, 10:15 PM
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I know exactly what you mean! I have never been driven to tears at the sight of a baby... but they make me intensely broody and sometimes I cry later. The only thing I want to do on this earth is to raise a family. I have other ambitions but I feel like, without a family, everything else I do will be worthless.

Seeing other people with their babies (even the ones having a tantrum) makes me sad because it feels like my little family is slipping away from me... I've had some confusion about sexuality and relationships and stuff and I feel like I've already missed my chance to settle down and start building a life. Even though I know I have plenty of time!
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