Random, I am glad you are here. It is safe here. We understand the pain and fear. I hope you are safe, now.
I liked being at school, too. I could pretend life was normal when I was at school. I also got picked on alot, but it was better than being home. I was very shy and had very few friends. We moved all the time. But most fo the teachers were nice.
I also feel like I am someone else looking out of my eyes and watching things happen. I also feel like when I walk out of my safe area that I am in a dream, nothing is real.
I hope you are feeling safer now....

***sitting quietly in the corner and listening.....***