Why is it that some people are so provoked by us? I have to be careful about who I tell about my disorder and when, althouh I try to come clean to a supervisor or boss fairly soon. here, the attitudes are taking a while t change, but they are changing.
I hear you about the school programs and the costs. Story of my life for ten years or more. The more i try to pace myself, the more it costs.

I feel that i am facing a system built to take me down. Don't let them do that to you. If the mdical system fired all it's bipolars, it would collapse in a day, dear. You just happened to be the one they could see.
Huggs, get some sleep. You are an impressive, tough person dear. don't forget that, but don't take it for granted.