I think, like tree, I grew up never knowing or feeling that I was ok. That's just not something that I've ever had. So, now, I'm trying to build that. I don't WANT to be dependent on anyone for my happiness. I KNOW I have the answers within myself and the strength and the wisdom. What I don't know is how to access that in the dark moments when I'm a little girl again and scared. I need desperately to learn how to soothe that little girl and how to be okay on my own.