That seems to be what I'm getting from everyone Reine
We did have a good talk last night, and for now things are better between us. I have made a decision for myself that regardless of what he says or think about my illness, I'm not going to let it affect me anymore.
This is a huge turning point for me, and I really do have this forum and the people I've been talking to thank!

I'm sorry to hear that sunset
Hang in there though. I know it's especially hard to feel unwanted and insignificant by people who are supposed to be there to help, but therapists are human just like the rest of us. Just because this one was incredibly unsupportive when it really mattered doesn't mean they'll all be like that. Don't let this keep you from doing what's important....taking care of yourself and doing what you need to do to get better!!
Hopefully there will come a day when you can walk into your old pdoc's office to look that therapist in the eye to say 'thanks for nothing'!