Thanks pachyderm (Love your name. pachyderm's have huge wonoderful hearts.) Shes ADHD. She can completely forget that she said something. I guess even when she repeats it many times and then promises. But she was awesome. And she was the only therapist who I ever truely related to. She was gritty, smart and I could talk about my spiritual core which I cannot seperate from my life. She told me she doesnt give up and is a real fighter. Who knows why she changed her mind from when I left her office one day and I sat down the next week in her office. all I know is that I was hanging on by a thread and it broke in that moment. All I could do is ask her if she would get paid if I left, when I heard yes, I just could only leave. And call to cancel the last week that my good free state health insurance covers before medicare takes over.

Thanks treehouse. I was just writing ; in another forum I am part of; that sometimes letting people know they are heard can be the one solitary thing that means something in their entire day. The one hand that is reached out to them. And we would not even realize it.