Yes, doogie. I always feel like I've needed my Ts too much. I've had 5. Right now I feel that way, and it really hurts. I wish I could be in therapy with her every day. It scares me to feel that way because I think how devastated I would feel if she died. It also scares me because this is a pattern with me, and although my T says she will become less important to me, I don't know if I believe her.