Denise - I am on SSI and SSA, but I only get $800 per month, not enough to live off of. So I am looking for some part time work. It's just I have this great education that I cannot use due to the bipolar. I want to not have bipolar, or OCD. This is the crux of the matter, truly. Thank you for your kind words.
Innerzone - Thanks for your kind words. I just wish with every molecule of my being that I did not have any mental illnesses. After 20 years I am still grieving the loss of "what could have been, what should have been." I just feel so awful and infinitely sad.
VJ - Thanks for the kind words. Hugs back to you all.
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Lauru-------------That's me, Bipolar and Watching TV
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
---Robert Frost
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